consuming mind-breaking amounts of coffee, code learning hours upon hours a day, still continuing with Albanian language studies, in six more months will i be 'job-ready'? in one more year will i be speaking fluently? gonna pause after another hour, to do yoga, in two more years will i become a yoga teacher? gonna write some for that cut-up zine, in one more year will i have published my poetry? these are the activities that drag out days like napalm strewn across the insurgency of moments, agents activated, just after dawn, into mid-day, dropped out before mid-night there's a growing itch, feeling that never ends, how time is thrown into the greater force, i have neither idea how or why, nor from where is the delineation, the difference it has been mentioned that the human brain computes all form /?
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