i haven't smoked for 8 days, and i'm drinking copious amounts of coffee. last night i had a dream: nela and kenjda were at nela's tirana apt, moving out, nela left for some reason, we had music on my bluetooth speaker, something electronic, ... later nela asked me if i would be her new roommate, that there was no one else. -- thats how she got the 450 euros out of me, same trick, this morning when i awake, i thought 'i've learned my lesson; don't trust eastern european women, or at least women who dedicate themselves to caming and are self-obsessed' -- but who's not self-obsessed these days? let's suppose it's better a narcissism that doesn't parade itself on a gram, or a book.
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