broken nose sort-of healing, gotta call from crazy Avni, from Burrel, drunk as ever, fuck it, i told him i'd be back in two weeks, but i won't be drinking, which he doesn't know yet, maybe i'll be staying with Adem, paska qofte, or whatever. i'm willfully ignoring the final paper for my degree, at least until sunday, so so so so so so so so so i can go through javascript videos and maybe learn something soon enough, fuck, i will attempt to find a remote job either way, and look towards internships in tirana, though unlikely, maybe english online, i wouldn't prefer that, but maybe it isn't traceable by the tax man, cold streets, i was really sad, you know, for about a month, and now, i'm still sad, but i woke up early today, and i'm back at the routine, so that's good, and i will stick to it for december
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