maybe this is my greatest accomplishment,
sixteen years of little scratchings, thoughts, whimpers,
i drink more coffee, and suck at a juul e-ciggarette,
there's one last paper for my degree, that i am hesitant
to use in any capacity. i don't want a job, i don't want to die,
i want a life without expectations, without time or motion,
i live an impossible fantasy, and so i would continue, laughing