i could never tell you how i needed you
you're face shines like the sun in my memory
from brutal unhappiness to love's only kindness
if i could have stood up to life!? to brew that balance
and yeah, maybe that i cursed my own mind, injecting
but what remains unsure is that what happened, was it us!?
why so much dysfunction when we proved to be such adoring
god, i don't know, god, i don't believe in