ways that I am
patty is very very hyperactive lately, i guess she lives on the edge of a maintainable mania. she is hypercritical, succinctly neurotic, and grossly uncouth. i act unkind and as a barbarian according to her internalized rule structure.
please jesus let me get this apartment tonight. i want to see my self in peace, tranquil as fish.
/ She says at least she is doing something. Errant action is often merely an avoidance of anguish. Occupation can be subtle destruction. I really did believe Bataille in regards to the nature of modern anguish. IT was genious. Everyone should read that book, whichever one it is. /