the final paper passed, but i still won't go outside, maybe today, maybe, i'm too lazy to wear sunscreen, i'm too lazy to move, it is debilitating, am i sick? will i rejoin life, floundering? thats the feeling, as a fish gasping for air. lately my routine: listen to news on youtube from spain, italy, albania, to read some albanian, drink my coffee and vape, tobacco juice mixed with blueberry granola la maggior parte -- and now that school is done, i must return to web-dev, finally publish a website, and stick with js for the rest of the season oh life, what a bore! so let's stay in bed, and hope to ignore it it it
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