i'd rather not have closure, just keep going at it, on & on, forever, even surpassing death, as i have already surpassed life, i revel in the upper-levels. nela is moving, and i'm on hold, to go get the remainder of my belongings, to close that account, and not engage with her ever again unless she contacts me and says that she is paying me her debt maybe i won't forget it, a lesson learned, false freaks are few, and i can't take them as true, people that front, and i get hyped, thinking theyre the real deal, at the end wasting years hoping to share with them. here in durres i subsist on a modicum of beauty and droll out a chaotic routine. i really don't know if i will make it, some sort of career in order to save money and get a house, and a car, and spin right back into conventional freedom that i've been already enjoying for 15 years.
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