I wrote another poem today. There is a bump on my lip after a 5 hour bar stay. I hope it doesn't turn into a cold sore. Yet, I cannot not suspect it, what with the inconclusive reports. Yes, USA. No, MEX. I want to believe the Mexi can results from a 2nd blood draw, however why or how can it be assured.. well another blood draw after some more waiting. I might actually prefer to have hsv on my genitals .. i already have enough looking at my mug every day in the mirror. Not that I am not handsome, or something to look at, but rather I am tired of looking, and a red sore and slight pain will be another bother and remi nder of mortality. Ohh terrible reminders of mortality. Bell chimes. This week, discipline, zen meditation with Eric (philosophy prof I met through the san gha way back ) so i should review a book today, work on my final writing task for school, and hang my hamack somewhere if i find the time. ok.
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